Ling
Another weekend gone in the blink of an eye. =(

Bboy decided to make some "Cantonese" egg-tarts on Saturday. He Googled for the recipe. Without even thinking it through, he'd put his foot down and that he's definitely gonna do some baking! We haven't got the right baking tools apart from 1 oven and 1 big mixing bowl. Nonetheless, we went out shopping for the ingredients, a roller and a sieve. We forgot the cookie cutter!

You can get the recipe from HERE. I love Christine's Recipe. Easy and doable.



Instead of the gorgeous looking egg-tart from Christine's website;

We've mass produced mutated looking egg-tarts. If only we've remembered the cookie cutter. Well, BBoy was also to blame as he was the one who made the ugly crusts. Also, We might have overcooked the egg custard. =( First attempt FAILED. They were still edible! Surprisingly still quite tasty.

Bboy also cooked Hokkien Mee for dinner. Guess what comes with that?

CRAY FISH! YUM!!! $22 for 1, that's after half price. (>.<)

Thought long time no post Angel's pic. Look how fat she got. My colleagues always make fun of my fei-mao. =(
P/S: also tried the stewed Ox-tail in red wine. Took me 5 hours to cook! Bloody stubborn meat. The sauce was awesome. Must try.





A post I wrote long time ago but wasn't published.... So here you go. Please don't ridicule me for posting this.


Unlocking the past


I was so bored tonight, I decided to reminisce. Somehow I ended up at Xanga, yet again. Out of curiosity, I decided to retrieve the passwords from the lost blogs I'd left behind when I started my new life 4 years ago. The blogs must have drifted some where into cyber space. I still can't believe I actually owned 3 blogs from Xanga. How miserable was I?! Don't bother googling for those blogs as they are for my personal view only.

I found myself writing alot of ridiculously childish and silly entries on this particular one. Someone should've punched me right in the face for even publishing those entries. ARGH!

I had a couple of posts about a boy I met and cried over and over again. Now that I think about it, I should've known better.

I bet you are curious. So I've decided to share bits and pieces from a few posts for your amusement. Please don't lose your respect for me. I've decided to name him X to protect his image and mine.


"The fear of falling in love? or was I unable to love anyone? I had been protecting myself all this while until i met X."

"It's like playing chess. Recently, i've taken the wrong move and started losing the game."

"tml is his birthday and i really wan to call and wish him joy. but i duno if its appropriate to do so as i've talked to him last sunday for hours. he is probably getting annoyed with me."

"why do i care that much
about him . i really have no idea. i wish to give up but every time i tried to, i fail. i'm hopeless!!! this sux!"

"a dream is only a dream. reality bites. i miss him. =("


"Once in awhile i'll feel like i need him in my life. Other times, i'll keep myself busy and totally forget about him."


Much sobering and cries later, I've decided to move on and started seeing someone else......


"There was this guy whom i met a month ago, he was sweet and great. we were in a relationship but i ended it becos i know that everytime i'm with him, i still think of X."

"Since X started working, i've talked to him less and less.. and this sucks becos i miss him much! and i know then, that my feelings for him had grown beyond I've cud ever imagine. The chance of us being together is mayb next to never. which is why i hate myself for falling for him. =( life ain't fair at all....
"


HOW PATHETIC WAS THAT!? I can't believe that I was such a foolish teenage girl. It was dreadful to read through those posts about X, yet, at the same time I laughed at my stupidity. X was the only boy I've ever felt so hopeless with.

What happened next? If you still can't tell that I was absolutely obsessive, you're an idiot. Would you not ignore someone as possessive as I was? Nonetheless, X had given me an opportunity to emend that brain of mine and a chance to grow into who I am today.
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